Somehow the phrase "Rationalization Creep" makes me think of a zombie that eats its own brains (not that I feel that way). It also describes my current phase. With each passing week over the last several months, I seem to be rationalizing some new behavior that deters me from reaching my weight-loss goal of 49 lbs (weighing 180 lbs or less) by July 17, 2013. This trend started when I took
2 weeks off of alcohol and allowed myself to eat whatever I wanted whenever I wanted it. Then I gave myself
a pass in December for the holidays, which was subsequently extended to
rebuild my muscles and strength due to a long-term shoulder injury. After that, I decided that seeing how much I could
pig out without gaining weight was more fun than losing weight to pursue my original goal. And finally, I decided to
suspend the whole thing, believing I could lose the last 5-10 lbs starting a few weeks before July 17.
The amazing thing is, all of these rationalized behaviors have not adding any average weight gain, which provides no incentive whatsoever to change course. Damn, I've just rationalized these rationalizations.
[+] What I Consumed Since Last Post ...
What I consumed Wednesday -- 187 lbs (-42) [22X]:
● 3 oz Passport
● 12 oz Grandfather Raven
● Wiseguy meatball sandwich
● 16 oz Second Sight
● .3 apple fritter
● 4 oz Evan Williams in coffee
● 1 cups Columbia Crest Amitage red wine
● Apple dog on Round Table cheese pizza slice
● 4 oz Passport
What I consumed Tuesday -- 188 lbs (-41) [20X]:
● 2 oz Passport
● Coffee w/ 20 g Syntrax Matrix Chocolate protein powder & 2 drinkwel multivitamins
● 4 oz Evan Williams in coffee
● .75 oz The Laughing Cow Light French Onion wedge
● 2 oz Passport
● 1 cups Columbia Crest Amitage red wine
● Chicken enchilada
● Bowl of Juanita's tortilla chips w/ melted cheddar cheese
● 15 Trader Joe's chocolate cat cookies dipped in cookie butter
● 4 oz Passport
What I consumed Monday -- 189 lbs (-40) [15X]:
● 2 oz Passport
● Loaded plate Indian buffet
● 4 oz Evan Williams in coffee
● 1.6 cups Columbia Crest Amitage red wine
● 3 slices Round Table cheese pizza w/ buffalo chicken & sprouts
● 1 slice Round Table pepperoni pizza
● 4 oz Passport
● 12 handfuls of Juanita's tortilla chips
● 4.3 oz Sabra hummus w/ pretzel chips
What I consumed Sunday -- 190 lbs (-39) [9X]:
● 3 oz Ballantine's
● Trader Joes No Iron Multivitamin
● Sausage, egg, & cheese on biscuit
● 12 pretzel M&M's
● 5 oz Clan MacGregor
● Safeway egg roll w/ ketchup
● ~28 Juanita's tortilla chips w/ bean dip
● 2 oz Passport
● 2 oz Seagram's VO in coffee
● 3 Pepperidge Farm Golden Butter crackers w/ maple almond butter
● 2 oz Passport
● 1.5 cups Columbia Crest Amitage red wine
● 1 pancake & apple dog
● 2 buffalo chicken spring rolls
● Buffalo chicken mac & cheese
● 3 oz Passport
What I consumed Saturday -- 189 lbs (-40) [14X]:
● 3 oz Seagram's VO
● 1 oz Evan Williams in coffee
● 12 oz Budweiser Select
● Sausage, egg, & cheese on biscuit
● McDonald's pancake (.8) w/ sausage
● 3 oz Clan MacGregor
● Bite of Fosters Farm corn dog
● 2 buffalo chicken spring rolls
● 2 Tagalongs Girl Scout cookies
● 4 oz Ballantine's
● Starbucks Turkey Bacon & White Cheddar breakfast sandwich
● 1 bunny marshmallow
● 2 oz Clan MacGregor
● 2 cups Columbia Crest Amitage red wine
● 2 Safeway jojo fries
● Safeway Chinese broccoli chicken
● Safeway egg roll w/ ketchup
● Safeway chow mein vegetables
● 2 oz Seagram's VO in coffee
● 2 oz Ballantine's
● 2 buffalo chicken spring rolls
● 2 oz Clan MacGregor
What I consumed Friday -- 188 lbs (-41) [19X]:
● 3 oz Ballantine's
● Sausage, egg, & cheese on biscuit
● 4 oz Evan Williams in coffee
● .9 oz Corn Nuts
● 2 oz Clan MacGregor
● Crust of corner of whole wheat lemon bar
● 2 cups Columbia Crest Amitage red wine
● 3 pieces whole wheat pizza w/ 3 turkey meatballs
● 3 oz Seagram's VO
● 12 oz Archer harvest stir fry vegetables
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